Monday, 10 May 2010

Can't Bloody Wait to go to Canada (II)

Well, sorry for the last blog lol

But this time I really am writing about how fanatasticlaly orgasmically excited I am about going to Canada, I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!

As a lot of you already know, I've never really been further than Alton Towers, so my experience of away from home doesn't stretch to much, thus I am abso-fricking-lutely terrified
but at the same time it's so exhilerating to be doing something that I want to do that's literally JUST for me and no one else
and it's such a gorgeously beautiful country, I don't think I would have thought to go there if Adam hadn't written a blog about it, but I'm so glad he did as it opened up a whole new world of thought for me

A different continent, away from my family (who get on my nerves a lot, I think they'll be easier to love from afar), away from all the drama and bad memories I have here, a fresh start XD

Admittedly I will also be far away from my friends, but I'll have Adam, and we're gonna make you all visit us ALL THE TIME! -_-

It's a very out of the blue thing for me to do, and I suppose you could say out of character, my mum nearly freaked out when I said in general conversation 'I'm going on a gap year to Canada'
She was positive she'd misheard me, but no, I am going, and I WILL enjoy every second of it
I'm gonna get a full time job from the end of exams up to probably about christmas time, I figure by that I'll save up about £5000 to take with me, they only recommend that you take £500, but I'm a bit of a nervous person and I'd rather be prepared lol

I can't wait to live on my own and have some freedom, no curfews, friends round whenever the hell I want, I cna even have parties :-O something I've never been able to do before, which dissapoints me lol

I am thinking I shall have to learn a bit of french before I go out there, as Montreal looks to be one of the nicest places to go, and it's got a big tourist industry so ther'll be more jobs there
I'm counting down the months, A levels don't seem to matter too much anymore, I know they probably should, and I'm still studying, but I just want to get out there and away from here now, hopefully my life out there will be entirely devoid of drama, I swear to god if any of my problems happen to follow me out there, namely if Jemma is still persistent in harassing me, heads are going to roll -_- But other than that, yey me I can't wait! XD

Also, I've been in a really smushy, lovey mood lately and I always seem to be happy, I have NO IDEA why, but I don't wanna jinx it, so go with it lol
LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!!!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday, 6 May 2010

Can't Bloody Wait to Go to Canada

well I want to write a blog, but to be honest I think maybe I'm too upset.....I'll try again later