Coming dooooooooown......

Well, I guess my High from Tim's party, Cardiff and my first day of work has worn off.......

I've just kind of realised that you're all off to uni soon, leaving me on my own :/ which sucks ass if I'm honest, and I'm gonna miss you all more than I'd like to admit.....Frankly I've only actually met ONE other person my age at my job, she's lovely and all, but it feels a little sad that I get on better with the 30-40 year old men than I get on with her :(

So yeah, I'm massively miserable, plus I've sort of done a u-turn on the path I wanna take with my life recently, and thats got me confused too :-s

I'm really enjoying work, and I do have an absolutely AWESOME job by any standards, I think I'll be pretty good at it, and the team I'm in is suportive, but I already feel like I'm getting too comfortable, a very bad thing, I am dead set on going to uni in a different country at some point in the future, but I'm no longer seeing a rush, and I'm starting to be less sure about canada for 6 months.......for a start, it's looking as though getting the visa is gonna be almost impossible, because there is apparently a huge list of people wanting one in december, this has really gotten me down and I'm kinda wishing they hadn't told me now :/

However, payday on the 3rd of Sept, so something to look forward to at least, unless I spend it all then end up feeling guilty for it haha
Thanks for reading x

PS I wish I was going to Reading, I'm jealous of all you lucky buggers -_-